what did i do with the money? incase i didn't mention it. i bought myself a fuckin kebabb after starving for weeks and gave a homeless person a bit. this was a few weeks ago, and am all out. i had a tax refund a few weeks ago, not much, enough for food but am runing out now. i need some donations, i havent paaid rent for ages, am not on the dole, colege are being useless not helping at all and not answering my messages. i do have a place in a gallery in december to sell my stuff but need money for suppliesto finish works off  and food til then. the goverment are doing nothing to help artists, the most important people in the world, and art coleges are doing nothing to help either. the goverment are just being peados and nobody cares. had the police around a few times before  but they don't help with anything. they are just yes men working for the peados in charge of everything. it is just under 173pounds spectrum owes cancer research and they owe me like 2grand now for stress of not paying rent, stress of just quiting every stupid job, and phone bill for trying to wake up garry early in the mornings teling him or spectrum to pay me. and the police owe me money for wasting my time, and colege for not giving me grants one year. everyone is being a useless retard.