i'd like some guidance from my colege lecturers about my upcoming exhibition but they are not talking to me anymore, at all. not sure why, sent them some angry messages, maybe that's why, but dont tell me to write things down or force computers on me and everyone. i have begged for my place back and appologised but no replies to anything. not sure why, i am actually the friendliest person in the world, apart from sounding angry when writing things maybe.
i'd like some guidance or free frames to diut my big paintings. these are still not finished, i am trying to make paintings better than alex grey's work.
found another 4 leafs today, one's gone somewhere, sqished them in my walet and 1 dissapeared.
99p. the meaning of 99p. you are one and you complete me. that is what the product you are buying is calling out and the product will complete you, keep you happy for a bit anywhay. and to confuse you if they want to rip you off with wrong chane.
and i cant do this art thing, i dont do standing around hahahihiing talking bout prices and that shit. if i do go jump off a bridge or sumin, it is not cos of any drugs, i havent done any for ages, and i was way against drugs when i did them first. the reason i took drugs in the first place was to end it, only problem is drugs are good for you and they won't kill you like alcahol does. if i do go it's cos i have no money for food, and havent paid rent for ages. and donald trump or joe roegan or russel brand or any of these rich people won't donate or buy anything. i made pipes, pots, prints of flowers, amazing ones way better than i have here, they just got stolen in colege. and colege have a few off my sculptures too. i could fuckin use. they live is real. we are computers and everyone is selfish. me too, i have been atleast a bit maybe. but ie. fuck. being selfish is forced on us rally, it is what we push on eachother as a society and blablabla...............fuck off. women are useless to. no donations from anyone. think of it as adopting a pet, you will get updates and photos every fuckin day if you want, just pay my rent and give me food. i am happy with tinned foods if i have to. i don't know where all the ugly vedge goes to have free or to buy cheap or the out of date ones that shops wont take to sell. whatever, ya get me. fuck off. and where are all these fuckin astral beings, i know they are here, they are playing games instead of helping. havent i passed the manny tests? i fucked up completely before. there is no time machine and i cant go back, and didn't know anything at the time and have only been round stupid people. fuck off.fuck offfuck off. fuckin useless british retards everywhere.