carving a tiny spoon by hand is crazy, no one ever ever does it by hand anymore. this is a big piece of yew, verry verry hard in places. i need 5dremells and 10powercarver things. i needed this a million years ago i need some room a garage cant keep fuckin doing this on my bed woth dust and that. i could be making a proper website with a billion rally high quality products to sell, a billion spoons to sell for cheap, could be making an amazing spoon in a day, i can spend fuck knows 18hours a day doing this but am forced to sit and do nothing at all, sit and watch youtube. fuck is wrong with everyone, what is making art like in 2017-18? shit!!!! colleges won't help, they are actors, if anyone buys my art for a million in 50 years and they ask what it was like what went through this artist's mind? i'm thinking i could be doing so much, a billion amazing amazing pieces but everyone are actors.
and don't ever ever lie, lying is the most destructive thing you can do depending on the situation. and everybody lies, even or especially old people. history is also based on lies init? never ever believe anyone, people say what they want influence anything don't ever ever believe what anyone says.
let's go donate, you could go doun in history for helping the best artist in the world out if you donate sufficient amount. let's fuckin go. chop chop!!!!!!!!!!