years ago, not some completely useless old people telling me what to do. i could have done something. could have been going hahahahihihi like everyone else. i didn't need any of this. i'd know what to do in another life anyway now exept i'd never want that. come on people do something. help people out atleast a bit. you wouldn't even need to do anything in my case, just some online banking, no need to put a coat on and go feed any farm animals, just a laptop and numbers. i need atleast 500,000pounds for a house, a tidy one with some trees and a room for a pond and chickens, i didn't make up the numbers or the rules i just folowed them and got fucked. i don't even need a house just some land. i am happy to build myself shelter or a hole to live in . just some land somewhere. atleast donate invest or give me  loan, 5,000pounds or whatever to pay the rent i owe. let's go, come on slfish people. you could have seen some amazing art.