i am making things for free. those brass or bronze whatever they are sculptures i am selling for a 1000pounds. the gallery takes 30percent that leaves me with what it cost to haave them cast. i have not made 20p per hour, i have not in any way made the 150-200pounds a week i need to pay rent and food. i make things for free. money isnt real and this is costing me way too much energy than i have for it. i make things for free, money isnt real, i could be making amazing thigs from fuckin gold or any metal, the best pipes, spoons, giant ones if i had tools, giant amazing sculptures way beter than anyone has ever seen in any dimention at any time. realisticly i should be of 30-100pounds an hour, just to put money back into my art and pay rent. i am forced to sit and do nothig, there is no way i am geting another stupid job doing nothing, geting paid nothing. yes spectrum cleaning decided not to pay other cleaners too, the oly oes that got pid are the retard with a briefcase and shoes, and the ones doing paperwork arranging things that don't do any cleaning. if they do pay they take the piss, no mater if they do payrises they never pay properly. i do things for free. amazing art but no one knows what they look at and are ready to pay 300pounds for a shit kids painting just 1 coat on a piece of paper in a frame and think it's ok to offer real hardworkers 250pounds to sand,paint,sand,paint....kitchen,livingroom,stairway and spindles woodwork and shit. completely useless women in charge of all the money in the world and have no idea what work or art is. i could have been doing something amaing years ago. i just needed made up money. i would have made lots of money for others too. i could be in a place with plenty of room and outdoor space with plenty of food and chickens and dogs and shit. fuck is wrong with all of you, everybody? fuckin retards. completely useless lazy tits everywhere. i am not being paid a 10er for sanpaper even. fuck sake. pasta again, fuckfuckfuckfuck.useless tits. sit in colege do nothing but fake research and fake writings, write and research what they tell you, not anything real. research on people that done shit art. i'd have liked to learn about frames, where to get them or make them, maybe a full week or 2 5 days a week on frames for art, real learning no paperwork research noncence unless the student actually finds something new they didn't know before otherwise it's just waste of time paper and trees and imense negative energy buildups. whatever fuckin teach students aout money and how to make it if we are going to live in a place completely controlled my money and paperwork numbers. whatever fuck off.