i know i'll never buy a house i know art coleges don't have a clue about real art and i know no one here cares about anyone apart for themselves calculating that they don't have 50p to spare homeless people even 1ce a week when they themselves have laptops phones cars whatever. i know little nicky kept respawning didn't he, wasn't allowed back till he passed his mishion. i don't see anyone here waking up, alling deeper and deeper asleep in their own realities and adictions dependant on money and toys. and make believe work  jobs that isrealbut because of laziness not wanting to farm or do anything themselves so they end up working way harder and falling further behind signing paper contracts and worrying more and more about made up money. kindathing whatever. what i wish i had done but not had anny clue about rules or even how to play this game, i wish i'd have just joined the army got some exercise and got paid by an institution that supplied all materials and education and things for real fun and money. i know people that get paid verry well have no clue how to manage their own money and i'd know to never fill in paperwork contracts and get left in the shit by people who are suposed to look after and educate you on playing this game like lecturers that go nono no  money for you to live on or survive to pay bills and stuff, there's another piece of paper you didnt fill in so you are fucked loose everything. byebye. nono we don't have to answer anny messages or anything so fuck you byebye even when you have the most promising buisiness opportunity and best work ethics nono your not playing our game cos your spelling is wong your not doing fake made up sketchbooks and make believe writings we want to see. and i'd know not to listen to useless fat family members who know nothing about real work going jobjobjob yesyes hahahahihihi jobjob. sumin like that. i know you can't be too nice on this planet. nobody knows shit about anything and nobody cares about anything as long as they get to watch tv at the end of the day. i was programed the same too. i messed up more than others i think definately but i had no idea we were computers, i coppied and just done as i was told. whatever. eat sleep rave repeat. ok just give me a job where i don't have to talk to anyone. stupid computers everywhere being paid the most and still unable to pay their bills. hilarious. it's rally rally funny sometimes. marege when she messes up her dress on the sewing machine, at times like this you can only laugh or whatever words are. not laughing tho.