no luck fishing today. went for miles just to look for a good spod, tide in tide out people everywhere, looked at the river fut rivers are banned til whateer seasons and licence and that looked at sea but no good spots but tried anyway but no fishingrod to cast out properly and fuckin seaweed everywhere. problem is the useless fat fucks have just scooped all the fish up with nets and give it to other even more useless fat fucks with money to buy or bin instad of sharing fresh incredibly tasty good food rather sharing t with homless people over like 30-70p for a tidy meal rally. crazy shit. i don't get how fishermen get paid whatever tens of thousands or whatever for somany tons or whaatever and then shops are able to sell tidy amounts aftr paying people to prepare and package them and still sell them for 30-70p up to couple poundds. sumin smells fishy there. freezing too i dunno where they get the fish from rally i don't rally see anything in the freezing cold whatever.anyway cj in gta sanandreas put on weight, lost weight, put on muscle, lost muscle, just like in real life. obviously that is just a game, you can tell by the graphics, nothing like reality init? not like relity is just a game onloy real so everyone is judged and sorted out by who plays fair, who dumps what jobs on who and who gets everything for free kinda thing.. not like karma might be real and people won't get ill for being bad or fat for being greedy or whatever init? i dun no just a thought. karma kindaa makes sense tho dunit? nono we haave science to tell us otherwise but would this be a test without science fuck knows whaever i'm tryna say but all i see ig greedy people, well paid just spnding all their money, all of it, when money isn't even real, made up init? well paid people paid alot to be well completely useless and reaal hardworkers being paid um i dunno nothing by the end of the week after bills when they produced everything. a just don' get et. do yw get et? a dont get et. i dunno. whatever rally.this is fun tho. so if carma is real, as long as i don't get ill, i aam doing good being a good person and that. all i know is when you take acid or smoke sumin i am told like good and bad and everything kindathing and everything is inverted. like usekess people being paid good salaries speciffically to be useless sometimes or just to be tested on who plays fair, who gives aa shaitfuck about others and who just goes coffe coffe jobjob newsnews ooo look today we are bombng that country. aand fyi i like old people more than anyone. i know the shaait they been through, fuckin wars, bombs shootings, i can imagine anyway, like high def hd imagine it. i liked old people but the old ones like these days old are just selfish kindathing. most of them. not fair the younger and nice people hving to say fuck it i am ending this game, always the nicest ones get fucked, yes tommy i told you propper fucked, hard to tell who is nice with good actors and whatnot. i dunno obviously i am a loon, i think we are computers, recording everything, and blue aliens are watching us like big brother going look at that one he's nice, look at that one he's mean, she's nce but she's mean that kinda thing. i dunno whatever. cn i gt paid now please, i actually make good quality real handmade art no one else can rally do maybe kinda thin, i have played this role of being skint pointed shit out for people to think about, let me out pull the goggles off or pay me please. my landlord might be staarving or atleast is probably verry angry about not bing paid. i don't get how coleges and everyone can go nono sorry fuck you you didn't fill in  a form, you go homeless starve while we wellpaid donothingers get to keep drinking cofe be useless controol everyone with money and tell ev eryone what to do while being useless kindathing. whatever i don't do go here go there phone these people up phone them, i thought this was real, paper came from real trees and real hardwork kinda thing. i didn't know this was just a game. it's not tho is it? av a think people. there's a snake in my boot. play nice sid. i have seen snakes, real looking ones and playdo looking ones by the way. whatever. ot's of people, everyone i think have seen snakes on banned substances. maybe that is what everyone sees in the end so play nice ia. kindathing. whatever. look out for the octopus, prank caller prank caller. eels are real, octopuses i thnk are real, i think bears are real aand crocodiles too. everything is init?