how can you say i didn't turn up and dont deserve a place? i was one of the only ones who turned up on time, i think 3 of us did on access. turned up to sit and look at the floor. i could be finishing my third year, could be making coleg menai look amazing, could be paying my rent, could be eating proper food instead of actually rally starving for months and months. my landlord could be happy geting paid, my family could be happy talking alot of noncence about how amazing the colege has been, wouldn't have had police round being useless and retards i dont know asking stupid questions like am i violent, am i a peado, am i able to wash and clothe and feed myself. what the fuck are you people on? useless fat women, had 3 lectures i think from jane parry in 2 years, didnt learn anything much from natalie, amanda or the other fat tall blonde one, angela evans, i am not stupid, some of us never had computers and were kidnapped by old people and made to sit and look at the floor and shut the fuck up. some of us had extreeme angziety from going to a shit school and other stuff, i had too much angziety to go buy a kebbab for ages. i havde said it before but if you don't know what angziety is you rally shouldn't have been teachers. you could have helped atleast a tiny bit more. now i have an exhibition, am unable to print a4 paper describing my work, unable to get money to finish work that is 90percent finished and unable to pay 10pounds for my spot there so might not even be doing it anymore. what kind of art colege are you running? discouraging people from making paintings, concentrate on something you have no tools or room for. go round spending money you don't have visiting art galeries that show shit. now i have been made to look rally fuckin weird. i was normal before the matrix wanted to help me. you could have saved me from slavery working 3 jobs, why don't you discourage people from work? do any of you know what real work is? are you that fuckin stupid. look at what your doing to kids, look at what schools are doing too. lawyers seporating us from parents. we are being turned into farm animals any you are helping THEM. am i being too negative? i am fuckin starving and now i have to paint a fuckin house for food, which is something i never ever wanted to do again for hardly any money. silly useless women, i hope something happens to all of you to wake you up a bit. you let people go homeless and look cray because you couldn't be bothered to answer 1 message. 1 fuckin reply to let people know where they stand. useless fat ugly sluts. steal money and try and hide. i could easily come round your houses and put up a tent in your gardens. hope you all get verry ill or something. you had plenty of people with real talent and you let thm do nothing with their lives. last people that should be teachers. where am i now compared to where i could be? could have been atleast eating food for past months heb son am talu rent. fuckin retards.